I decided to write some this morning before I weigh
myself. I don’t want my success or failure on the scale to affect my attitude
just yet. J
Guess what I did this week?!?!? ……… I graduated from college. I earned my
Bachelor of Science degree in Management. I am ecstatic. I actually finished my
last class in December but wanted to give myself a little time to lose weight
before I walked in the commencement ceremony so that I was a little more
comfortable in my own skin. It was one of my best days. My husband found the
best seats and as I walked through the tunnel entering into the University of
Phoenix stadium there was my little family above me. They were going crazy, my
kiddos jumping up and down and screaming. I was all smiles. My hubby looked so
proud. As I climbed up the stage and my name was read I felt completely
comfortable with myself. I held my head high, shoulders back and walked on to
that stage feeling pretty!!! Wow! That was so fun. I waved my fake diploma in
the air at my little family all the way back to my seat. Look at me. I made it
on the big screen several times and didn’t shy away. I smiled and waved and was
so proud. Who knows what’s next? I feel like I can accomplish anything I want
to though.
With such a big accomplishment there were definitely
celebrations including food. J
This entire week has been a difficult food week for me. I ate things I shouldn’t
have eaten for sure. But, I ate in moderation. When I went to the doctor this
week I was down 35 pounds from my appointment in the fall. My doctor was
thrilled with my progress. My blood sugar levels are fantastic. (Still on medication
for now)
I feel my attitude continually changing and my self-confidence
growing. I am taking better care of myself in every aspect of life. I care more
about my appearance and feel cute most of the time. (That’s huge) I can’t
believe how much happier I am just in daily activities because I feel better
about myself.
I realize that today, weigh in day, is not the end
all be all. It is a step in my journey. So, no matter what the scale says,
(wish it didn’t even have to be a part of this journey) I will continue to do
what I am doing. Happily! I am changing my lifestyle and it feels great.
Insert sigh, gasp, and long deep breath as I weigh
myself………………………………………
I
am up .5 pounds this week
It’s my first time being up this year. Am I sad? Of
course. But, I still feel positive and optimistic. I still feel confident that
I can do it. I am so motivated and excited for this week. There’s more to life than
weight loss. But, man does weight loss make life sweeter. J
3 comments:
Loved this post! Great idea to blog a little first! You are still a superstar and you're so right! There IS more to life than weight loss. If you can't be happy with your body now, you won't ever truly be happy with it when it's "just right".
Keep going girl! You got this.
Proud of you.
P.S. You look FANTASTIC!!!!!! And CONGRATS on your HUGE accomplishment!
Thank you and thank you!!!
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